It's been a month since my last post

Here we are, May 12. Nearly a full month since my last post. How's everyone doing?

I was hoping to keep updating this blog daily, but let's be real, not much changes when you're living your life in lockdown/quarantine.

My city is still pretty much locked down. I'm still working, because I work in Security and our property is open, so I need to provide security. But my kids are still out of school and my husband is still doing whatever work he can from home, but since his office is pretty much closed, and construction is halted with the exception of essential builds, there's not much call for flooring. But he's still putting proposals together and doing what he can.  We're thankful that the government has stimulus cheques being sent out to citizens.  Both my husband and one of my daughters are receiving funds. I don't qualify, as I am still working full time.  And I consider myself lucky.

I've been thinking a lot about our neighbours to the south.  America, WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS GOING ON DOWN THERE?! Is your "president" actively trying to kill as many Americans as he can? Does he think it's a "hey, let's see who can have the highest death toll" competition?

I get the frustration of people wanting to get back to work or be able to go out for dinner or to a movie. I really do. I miss being able to go out. This virus might cost me my summer job and it might cost me my favourite volunteer job in the summer. It might mean the end of my baseball season before it even begins. But I also happen to like being alive and having my family living as well.

I don't understand these armed - ARMED!! - protests at state capitols!! I've seen a bunch of posts on Facebook calling for violence against the governor.  These are serious threats. Do people not realize that these types of threats can and are taken very seriously by law enforcement? People are getting visits from the police for things they are putting on social media.

In fact, I recently saw a thread on Facebook by a real estate agent who made a violent threat, shortly after the killing of a security guard at a Family Dollar store who was killed by a woman because he denied her entry to the store without a mask. He mentioned that "pricey ammo" is worth it, and that the only results he would show would be his Glock and his shooting range results. He lost his job over the post. And rightly so.

But seriously, what the hell is going on in the United States? Yeah, the economy is tanked. Ours has, too. But we're opening very slowly and very balanced.  In the US, Trump seems to be complaining that some states (Democrat-run states specifically) aren't opening fast enough, and yet those states (predominantly Republican-run) that have opened up are seeing increased cases of Covid-19 courtesy of relaxed social distancing rules. Seriously people. STOP TRYING TO KILL EACH OTHER!

So, you've got gun-toting maniacs, unqualified politicians and a virus, all trying to kill you. Seriously dudes, your country is fucked. If you even survive this virus, you might want to take a long hard look at yourselves.

Hey there. How was your April 13?

Hi there! I know, it's been a few days. I've been working and finishing up some school assignments as my semester winds down.

Here are today's statistics for COVID-19 in Canada.

As of today (well, April 14), there are 25,680 confirmed cases of Coronavirus COVID-19 in Canada. 7, 049 were in Ontario, where I live. All of Canada has had 780 deaths, with 274 being in Ontario. But, 7,758 infected Canadians have recovered. So... there's that.

I'm still working. I will probably not have to stop mainly because I work in Security and even if the decision is made to completely close the hotel, we will still be needed to secure the premises.

I spent most of today (yesterday?) first, doing an online exam (I got an A, thank you very much) then playing Fortnite. I went upstairs around 4 to take a nap because I got called into work for 11 tonight and if I'm working overnight, I want to catch some zzzs before being up all night. I did not sleep very well at all and have been relying on caffeine to make it through this night. And I have another exam at 12:30 today (April 14). With that and one more essay due in a couple of days, my semester will be finished and I'll have just one more to go.

I'm still waiting, and hoping, that I will a) have been a successful candidate in the Summer Student Border Officer program I applied to ALL THE WAY IN AUGUST OF LAST YEAR and b) that the program will still run.  With social distancing and the difficulty in being able to onboard new employees, it's beginning to look like my summer plans are all going to be shot to hell. And that sucks. Because I was REALLY looking forward to working at the border this summer - probably at the airport. So I'm really, really hoping they find a way to keep the program running this summer because next summer I won't be eligible for the program anymore. But hopefully, I'll be working for them full-time. That's my plan, anyway.

Weather-wise was kind of a shit show. It was really windy and rainy all day, and then, on my way into work, it was snowing! I mean, not crazy snow, but it was definitely snowflakes. A flurry. Apparently, the US got slammed with storms. Which can't make social distancing and self-isolation easy when hundreds of people lose their homes to tornadoes.

What else happened? Trump used his daily briefing to declare himself King of America and stated that only he has the power to re-open the economy and basically force states to open. He doesn't. He really needs to read the Constitution.

I don't know if Trudeau did a briefing because his briefings are never controversial. But I know if he did he basically said "things are still shit, we're doing our best, Canadians are amazing (because we are) and keep doing what you're doing. We will all get through this together." Something like that. I think the fact that the only thing there is to report on is coronavirus is the reason that the TV in the staff cafeteria is turned off.

What are you doing with your days and nights amid this unprecedented set of events? Did you pick up a new hobby? Are you okay? Do you need someone to reach out to, even if it's just to vent about the situation we're all in? Feel free to hit me up in the comments.

Coronavirus Pandemic 2020

My original intent for this blog was to reach out to people and see how their days were. Just the regular kind of "hey, how's it going?" I was going to post about my day, and let other people talk about theirs in the comments. But I think for now, while the premise is the same, I'm reaching out to see how people are dealing with our current new reality.

Are you stuck at home with nowhere to go? Need to vent? Please do. I'll try to answer everyone.

So, here we are. Today is Saturday, April 4, 2020. I went to bed at about 3:00 this morning and slept until just after 8. So, 5 hours of sleep. I mean, when you're stuck at home, I guess you don't need too many hours of sleep?

I've been spending most days playing insane amounts of Fortnite (I made it to Level 133) and avoiding doing my homework. I'm in school full time trying to make a career change, but this pandemic closed my school, so my remaining weeks of this semester are all online. The bonus? No uniform!!

I'm lucky that I still get to go to work. I work in Security at a hotel, so we are required, even if the hotel winds up having to close its doors. Though it seems that won't happen, regardless of any new closures that the government decides to impose to try and stem this spread. If we do have to close, we'll go from one security associate on to two per shift. Right now, all our shifts are solo.

My kids are bored. To the point that they sleep most of the day and we don't really see them at all. They're teenagers, so... no surprise there. They get to go back to school on Monday - online. One kid is excited because she is just that bored. The other seems ambivalent.

The news is never good when it comes to covering the pandemic. More infections, more deaths and just a lot of sadness.  But you know what? In a few months, as this starts to pass and we're able to go back to some semblance of our normal life before, we'll be that much more grateful for the things we took for granted in the Pre-Covid-19 days.

I will say, that although I do not like the Premier of my province, Doug Ford, I can not find fault with the way he has led the province through this crisis. He has been open, as honest as he feels is appropriate, and has been a true leader.  Even Trudeau has been pretty good. I still wouldn't vote for either of them again, but I can't fault their leadership. Not much, at least.

Okay, I think that's enough of an introduction. I have two essays and a brochure to write.

Stay safe, stay 2 m apart, and stay positive.

Cheers!