It's been a month since my last post

Here we are, May 12. Nearly a full month since my last post. How's everyone doing?

I was hoping to keep updating this blog daily, but let's be real, not much changes when you're living your life in lockdown/quarantine.

My city is still pretty much locked down. I'm still working, because I work in Security and our property is open, so I need to provide security. But my kids are still out of school and my husband is still doing whatever work he can from home, but since his office is pretty much closed, and construction is halted with the exception of essential builds, there's not much call for flooring. But he's still putting proposals together and doing what he can.  We're thankful that the government has stimulus cheques being sent out to citizens.  Both my husband and one of my daughters are receiving funds. I don't qualify, as I am still working full time.  And I consider myself lucky.

I've been thinking a lot about our neighbours to the south.  America, WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS GOING ON DOWN THERE?! Is your "president" actively trying to kill as many Americans as he can? Does he think it's a "hey, let's see who can have the highest death toll" competition?

I get the frustration of people wanting to get back to work or be able to go out for dinner or to a movie. I really do. I miss being able to go out. This virus might cost me my summer job and it might cost me my favourite volunteer job in the summer. It might mean the end of my baseball season before it even begins. But I also happen to like being alive and having my family living as well.

I don't understand these armed - ARMED!! - protests at state capitols!! I've seen a bunch of posts on Facebook calling for violence against the governor.  These are serious threats. Do people not realize that these types of threats can and are taken very seriously by law enforcement? People are getting visits from the police for things they are putting on social media.

In fact, I recently saw a thread on Facebook by a real estate agent who made a violent threat, shortly after the killing of a security guard at a Family Dollar store who was killed by a woman because he denied her entry to the store without a mask. He mentioned that "pricey ammo" is worth it, and that the only results he would show would be his Glock and his shooting range results. He lost his job over the post. And rightly so.

But seriously, what the hell is going on in the United States? Yeah, the economy is tanked. Ours has, too. But we're opening very slowly and very balanced.  In the US, Trump seems to be complaining that some states (Democrat-run states specifically) aren't opening fast enough, and yet those states (predominantly Republican-run) that have opened up are seeing increased cases of Covid-19 courtesy of relaxed social distancing rules. Seriously people. STOP TRYING TO KILL EACH OTHER!

So, you've got gun-toting maniacs, unqualified politicians and a virus, all trying to kill you. Seriously dudes, your country is fucked. If you even survive this virus, you might want to take a long hard look at yourselves.