Are you tired of quarantine? I know I am

If you've followed the news at all in the last little while, you've seen that there are protests all over the US and in parts of Canada (my hometown of Toronto has a "bunch of Yahoos" protesting the lockdown) saying these emergency measures are unconstitutional, a violation of human rights, and so on.  There have been comparisons to the Holocaust, too. I think these comparisons make me the angriest.  In the ghettos, Jews and other 'undesirables' were not given any freedom of movement. They could not practice their religion AT ALL. They couldn't go and get food from wherever they wanted. They didn't have TV or access to movies.  In fact, for the most part, they didn't have food consistently at all!  In the camps, their movement was, believe it or not, even more restricted. They were told when to get up, when and where to be. Often they spent hours on line for 'roll call'. There was forced labour, starvation, typhoid, beatings, rape, torture, death.

We're literally being asked to stay home, watch TV, order food in or limit your visits to the grocery store (where as long as it's in stock, you can buy whatever you want). Yes, our movements are limited. We're only supposed to go out if absolutely necessary. To work, if you're in an essential role (I've been lucky. I'm essential enough to still be working - and getting more hours), to the grocery store if you absolutely can't order your groceries in. I mean, when I'm not at work and not sleeping and not doing something to take care of the house, I'm playing Fortnite (no, I am not actually a 12-year-old boy, but I do like the game).

It really sucks to not be able to go out to the movies when I want, or go to restaurants and have a sit down meal. I miss hanging out at the pub with friends, listening to live music sometimes. I was planning on going to at least two concerts this summer.  I have tickets to the HellaMega Tour which has now been postponed to 2021 for now, and I was planning on going to see AJR at Echo Beach.

I'm also supposed to be working for the Canadian Border Services Agency as a summer student (because I am confident that I did indeed get the job), but that's on hold until we find out what's happening regarding the border.  I think, for now, the border between Canada and the US is closed until the end of June. That still gives me July and August for the program.

What also makes me so angry about these 'protests' is that, in the US at least, many of them are armed protesters.  First, I don't understand why citizens need assault rifles. Second, I don't understand why they need to take them to a protest other than to intimidate people.

Another thing that really pisses me off is that I have seen signs at these protests (from the comfort and safety of my home, on the news) literally complaining that people want the economy open so they can go get haircuts or get their nails done.

So, let's all wait it out. Let's do our part to keep our communities safe. Stay home. Order in your favourite foods. Read books, play video games, hang out with your family.  We'll get through this, as frustrating as it is.

It's been a month since my last post

Here we are, May 12. Nearly a full month since my last post. How's everyone doing?

I was hoping to keep updating this blog daily, but let's be real, not much changes when you're living your life in lockdown/quarantine.

My city is still pretty much locked down. I'm still working, because I work in Security and our property is open, so I need to provide security. But my kids are still out of school and my husband is still doing whatever work he can from home, but since his office is pretty much closed, and construction is halted with the exception of essential builds, there's not much call for flooring. But he's still putting proposals together and doing what he can.  We're thankful that the government has stimulus cheques being sent out to citizens.  Both my husband and one of my daughters are receiving funds. I don't qualify, as I am still working full time.  And I consider myself lucky.

I've been thinking a lot about our neighbours to the south.  America, WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS GOING ON DOWN THERE?! Is your "president" actively trying to kill as many Americans as he can? Does he think it's a "hey, let's see who can have the highest death toll" competition?

I get the frustration of people wanting to get back to work or be able to go out for dinner or to a movie. I really do. I miss being able to go out. This virus might cost me my summer job and it might cost me my favourite volunteer job in the summer. It might mean the end of my baseball season before it even begins. But I also happen to like being alive and having my family living as well.

I don't understand these armed - ARMED!! - protests at state capitols!! I've seen a bunch of posts on Facebook calling for violence against the governor.  These are serious threats. Do people not realize that these types of threats can and are taken very seriously by law enforcement? People are getting visits from the police for things they are putting on social media.

In fact, I recently saw a thread on Facebook by a real estate agent who made a violent threat, shortly after the killing of a security guard at a Family Dollar store who was killed by a woman because he denied her entry to the store without a mask. He mentioned that "pricey ammo" is worth it, and that the only results he would show would be his Glock and his shooting range results. He lost his job over the post. And rightly so.

But seriously, what the hell is going on in the United States? Yeah, the economy is tanked. Ours has, too. But we're opening very slowly and very balanced.  In the US, Trump seems to be complaining that some states (Democrat-run states specifically) aren't opening fast enough, and yet those states (predominantly Republican-run) that have opened up are seeing increased cases of Covid-19 courtesy of relaxed social distancing rules. Seriously people. STOP TRYING TO KILL EACH OTHER!

So, you've got gun-toting maniacs, unqualified politicians and a virus, all trying to kill you. Seriously dudes, your country is fucked. If you even survive this virus, you might want to take a long hard look at yourselves.

Hey there. How was your April 13?

Hi there! I know, it's been a few days. I've been working and finishing up some school assignments as my semester winds down.

Here are today's statistics for COVID-19 in Canada.

As of today (well, April 14), there are 25,680 confirmed cases of Coronavirus COVID-19 in Canada. 7, 049 were in Ontario, where I live. All of Canada has had 780 deaths, with 274 being in Ontario. But, 7,758 infected Canadians have recovered. So... there's that.

I'm still working. I will probably not have to stop mainly because I work in Security and even if the decision is made to completely close the hotel, we will still be needed to secure the premises.

I spent most of today (yesterday?) first, doing an online exam (I got an A, thank you very much) then playing Fortnite. I went upstairs around 4 to take a nap because I got called into work for 11 tonight and if I'm working overnight, I want to catch some zzzs before being up all night. I did not sleep very well at all and have been relying on caffeine to make it through this night. And I have another exam at 12:30 today (April 14). With that and one more essay due in a couple of days, my semester will be finished and I'll have just one more to go.

I'm still waiting, and hoping, that I will a) have been a successful candidate in the Summer Student Border Officer program I applied to ALL THE WAY IN AUGUST OF LAST YEAR and b) that the program will still run.  With social distancing and the difficulty in being able to onboard new employees, it's beginning to look like my summer plans are all going to be shot to hell. And that sucks. Because I was REALLY looking forward to working at the border this summer - probably at the airport. So I'm really, really hoping they find a way to keep the program running this summer because next summer I won't be eligible for the program anymore. But hopefully, I'll be working for them full-time. That's my plan, anyway.

Weather-wise was kind of a shit show. It was really windy and rainy all day, and then, on my way into work, it was snowing! I mean, not crazy snow, but it was definitely snowflakes. A flurry. Apparently, the US got slammed with storms. Which can't make social distancing and self-isolation easy when hundreds of people lose their homes to tornadoes.

What else happened? Trump used his daily briefing to declare himself King of America and stated that only he has the power to re-open the economy and basically force states to open. He doesn't. He really needs to read the Constitution.

I don't know if Trudeau did a briefing because his briefings are never controversial. But I know if he did he basically said "things are still shit, we're doing our best, Canadians are amazing (because we are) and keep doing what you're doing. We will all get through this together." Something like that. I think the fact that the only thing there is to report on is coronavirus is the reason that the TV in the staff cafeteria is turned off.

What are you doing with your days and nights amid this unprecedented set of events? Did you pick up a new hobby? Are you okay? Do you need someone to reach out to, even if it's just to vent about the situation we're all in? Feel free to hit me up in the comments.